Sunday, 1st of July

Alison, Juliane (the new Aupair) and me went to Kingston for shopping. Then the grandmother arrived and we went together to Scarpetta for tea. After a delicious meal me and Juliane went to O'Neills. She didn't like it. We were just sitting there. I talked a lot to Omar and went early home with her.

Monday, 2nd of July

I worked in the morning. Alison picked Juliane at 12.30 pm up to bring her to the airport. So she was sitting in her room from 9am til 12.30am. I asked her if she wanted to watch a movie with me, or if she wants to go around in the neighbourhood or something.. always "no"... I don't like her. How could she be so disinteressted about her future life... whatever.. I bet she just stays for a couple of month not longer.

In the evening Steffi came over and we changed our pictures from our last year together.

When I went to bed Ive got a call from a unknown number on my phone. So I wrote back who this is and it was Ruari. He is a guy from Teddington which my Aupairs before me known. So we chated for one and a half hour til 2am... that was nice. hihi

Tuesday, 3rd of July

Ruari and me met in the evening the first time at the Anglers a pub in Teddington.

Wednesday, 4th of July

Melanie came in the afternoon to me and brought me my application for the universitys. She printed them for me. In the evening I met Ruari again. We wanted to go to Salsa in Edward's but it was closed. They were renovating. So we went to Pitcher&Piano. I felt sick and not well because of my nicotine turkey. We went at his place and watched Harry Potter on DVD. It was a really nice movie...  

I saw this mini cooper on the bankside... so cool.. I want to have a mini!

Thursday, 5th of July

I went to Richmond to Melanie to pick up some more applications. I felt sick again on the way there. And I was just drinking some coffee... Its so odd where your body is going through when its miss a toxin. In the eve I stayed in because I didn't feel well at all and just wanted to have my peace. Melanie and Susi where in Edward's... but from now on it's called "The Bull".

Friday, 6th of July

I worked from 8.15am till 8.30 pm.. uff.. and without an hour free.. Then I met up with Melanie for Edwards.. oh excuse me.. "The Bull" I mean. lol.. The stuff and managment s the same. Just the name and the decoration changed. Its looks now more like a brothel and the dancefloor is petite. Because its now smokefree you can smell everything. Garlic, sweat, farts. I thought the air gonna be better when the smoke would be gone, but now it is worse. i went three times outside, not to smoke, just to breath. I met since ages Fred again. And Luke was there with his little bitch.. hihi...

Saturday, 7th of July

I got up really early to go with Steffi in the city. We went to Notting Hill Gate with the bus. There I found this gorgeous Vintage store where we spend two hours... It was amazing. I bought me a lot of stuff for less money. Then we went to our final destination: Portobello Road Marked. There I bought also a lot of 70th belts each for 1£... How much will I miss this life.

and thats how they looked the Gaby shoes!!!

Miu Miu is great!!!

best food on earth

everybody loves it!

Schnitzel mit Sauerkraut! ah sorry english: Schnitzel with Sauerkraut...lol

Then on way home it was a horrible traffic because of the Tour de France. So i was a bit late for babysitting...ohhhhh... I'm so sorry...

Tour de France in Hyde Park

They closed the tube and everybody was walking or queue up for the underground.

Sunday, 8th of July

I slept long and tidyed up then. In the afternoon I went to Kingston to meet up with Steffi, Freya and Ayten. We met at first at Cafe Nero and went then to the river. Then also Katja and two Carolines joined in.

Freya, Steffi, Ayten

We sat there till 6pm and decided to go in the evening to Edward's (The Bull)

a limo in front of my house

Freya, Ayten, Steffi in The Bull

At 11pm The Bull closed and the girls went home. I went to O'Neills. Omar wasn't working. I said short hello to John and James and waited for Steve. We had a short chat and then he walked me to my bus stop.

dress Vintage 5£; jacket from Topshop 12£; bag Vintage from Portobello Market; shoes from New Look 12£

Monday, 9th of July

I slept in the morning and got my sleep back from the weekend. My mother called and we had a short chat. Ive got a nice cold...

Tuesday, 10th of July

Slept again in the morning that my cold is going away. It worked out though I felt better after it. My grandmother called and we had a short chat as well. In the evening Steffi had to babysitt and I went to her to watch "Factory Girl". It was a god movie which inspired me to do some art again. I will buy me the movie in Germany though i didn't understand so much.

Wednesday. 11th of July

Went in the morning with Steffi to the Charity shops in Teddington. I bought me the soundtrack from "10 things I hate about you". I looked so long for this cd... and a shirt from Hallhuber and a suitcase for my return journey.

In the evening Ruari and I walked to Kingston. There we met Melanie and we went to Oceana. I know why I never went there before. Ok maybe it was so horror bcause of the studentsnight but everybody was just drunken and slutty. The location is amazing and the music was usual... the building reallly impressed me  but for the whole scenario 5£ are to much. Edwards is better! Me and Ruari stayed till 1.30am and walked then home together.

Thursday, 12th of July

I applyed in the morning for some jobs and wrote some letters and mails. Then I went back to bed to get some sleep back. Surprisenly i got a parcel from my grandmother... Just with candys again. I was about to steal the german choclate from the boys and now I got my own one... hehe

workoutfit: dress (present from Alison); shoes from New Look 12£; cuffs from Primarkt

Friday, 13th of July

In the morning Alison, the nanna and the children went to the coast. I thought about to ask if I could join them. But I wouldn't like to spend more time with this old odd lady.So I went to Hampton Wick to meet there Steffi and another Aupair for english Breakfest.

Alison could not give me my pay so I had totally 8 pounds in coins together out of my change box. I'm so poor. At the noon I was back and where just staying in the whole day. I got so bored and depressed. I talked to Stefan on msn, but it wasn't a nice conversation. Then I went for a walk and smoked. Then I worked in the evening to help Alison to bring the boys to bed. I phoned with Freya and Steffi, where to go in the night. We didn't know where to go and it was allready so late. So I convinced them to go with to Edward's. It was nice as usually. I told Ernest that I will leave in two weeks and he was quite shocked though he thought I was studying here. So he asked me out and I gaved him my number. Clay were texting me horny textes. lol.. Mr. Fulldrunken.

Saturday, 14th of July

Steffi, Freya and me wanted to meet up at Hyde Park to celebrate Sarahs Birthday. I went before to the great Vintage Store at Notting Hill Gate. I bought me a skirt for 3 £ and a dress for 2£.

My 2£ dress. Just stay nude!!!

Then I went to the Park. It was sunny weather and we had great fun. We were just giggeling and stuff like that. Something I really missed here in London.

Sarah and Freya

In the evening I was supposed to babysitting.But they just wanted me to bring the boys to bed and stayed at home. I was so angry. Why dont they tell me this earlyer. But I was anyway tied and had some work to do.

Sunday, 15th of July

Steffi, Sarah and Freya wanted to go to the coast. I decideded against it because of the money. And they also. They wanted just to meet up again to transform some pictures from each other. So we went to a park close to the Imperial War museum and Sarah and Freya did it during me and Steffi went to the Museum.

Steffi, Freya, Sarah

One of Britans cleverest signs ever!

piece of the Berlin Wall infront of the museum. We Germans are everywhere.

When me and Steffi went out it was just raining. We totally got soaked. I left my friends to meet up with Ernest at Covent Garden.

We went to his work office. He is supervisor of this building (above). Its gonna be a hotel called Silken Hotel. http://www.fosterandpartners.com/Projects/1301/Default.aspx

At half past six I went back to my friends. We met up in a park. They brought two polnish Aupairs with.

We just ate M&S choclate Fudge cake and this sweetmeats.

Then we went down the river on a brigde to see the sunset. We were there finallt over three hours. i got so angry because Steffi hb to take 500 pictures and i was just starving and cold.

Finally we made it to go somewhere else. i wanted to go to McDonalds but it had alreday closed. So we went to the Casino at The County Hall close to London Eye and played bowling at midnight. It was great fun and for 3£ per game quite cheap.

top from Primarkt (2,50£), skirt from Miss Sixtie (25€), butterfly belt from Portobello market (1£)

Monday, 16th of July

Alfie had to stay at home because of an eye infection. We went to the Charity shops, because I wanted to buy me another suitcase. The first one is already packed. But I just bought two belts and a necklace and some toys for the boys.

When we picked up Max and Zac from nursery I had a long talk about them with Hariette (my dream women). She told me that I was so good and that the boys had become so much better since I am there. Thats a compliment I say!

The boys in the park

Tuesday, 17th of July

Alfie and me backed cookies. Totally I stand four hours this day in the kitchen! At first making breakfest, then the cookies, then lunch for him, then lunch for me, and then it was almost time again for his tea. uff....

After work I went to Richmond to meet there Ernest. We went to Nados for some food and then later to sit down next to the river. He gaved me 10 £ that I could buy me a travelcard to see him the next day in London. nice!

Wednesday, 18th of July

Alfie was allright but he wanted to stay with me at home. We come really well along at the moment and for me its fun and extra money. So we backed a cake and muffins this day. Then I bought me my day travelcard and went with him to the playground. I was tanning a bit, such a lovely weather.

Then I went to Waterloo to meet there Ernest. He wanted to show me a buitiful place in London. A crazy world. We went to Canary Wharf. It was so amazing. Right there was the hotel I lived with my grandmother four years ago. And I really wanted to find this place again. And he just took me there with out knowing. He worked there but said that its to much pressure in there. I must go back there to take some pictures for my grandmother. It was all like a Dejavu to be there again. Then we went home to his place. It was one o'clock and I decided to screw my last train and just to be with him together.

Thursday, 19th of July

After three hours sleep we had to get up at 5 am though he had to start working at 6.30 am. But finally we left short after six. I was just worried about getting to late aswell to work. But the train connections at Waterloo where allright and I where at 7.12 am at Hampton Wick Station and could so save the 1£ for the bus and walked home. Right on time I went at home at 7.30 am and started working...lol... I think they didn't even noticed.